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Sunday, 26 October 2008
Hello friends,
I know that, its not the appropriate reason to say u guys ! but It's fact that i am busy and feel tired when i reach back to home! (Nahhh.... ..who said i am sleeping for 8 hours a day ?? i only have a small nap for 7.99 hours daily) . See this picture... u will know one of my responsibilties back in the restaurant ..!! Inviting Customers with vouchers !! ( Excuse me Sir/madam, Do u like to have some free vouchers for Macdonalds, With this voucher you save a Pound and twenty pence and this is until....Blah blah .....Oh chum, ask me I LOVE THIS JOB...huh ! )
So friends, Again i am really sorry about it . But i wanna tell u that i am working on it as well. As it was older version , which was written during my school days and i actually don't have the original copy of it. So i have to first pen in down somewhere in papers or notebooks, edit to current trends and technologies as it has to be a proper science fiction story not like a sloggy stupid amateur novelist ! So i have started my research on that with theh old palm leaflets in hand....as it involves SIDHARGAL (Sadhu's) in Ayyanar Hills in Western Ghats (10 Km's ) near my hometown Rajapalayam, INDIA and Current Medical science and its own fictions with a combination of a love story, family sentiment , Police , CBI, crime etc.. etc...! ( In the name of Holy Vengadammal and Holy Renunga Devi .... my family gods .... DID I REVEAL ANYTHING ABOUT MY NOVEL ??? Forget it at once please, becoz It's supposed to be a supenseful thrilling science fiction novel)
But i need a very big favour from you guys. I am confused about how u want me to develop this novel ?? As a full proper novel?? As a series ?? As a serial with drama kind of script ?? how many chapters?? One single page every sunday ?? one chapter every sunday?? etc etc . So i need your valuable comments for this blog entry to know exactly what is your expectations from my side . So i will see the number of responses and conduct a survey on it and then according to most number of similar requests, i develop and deliver it to you guys. So waiting to hear from you as well.
Again, For this week i dont want to just fool you around with my stupid blah blah stories !! today morning when i was taking bath, i was thinking about posting something in the blog for sure. As i have descrpitively said to u earlier about what happened ?? I still wanted to post something !! So whatelse when something else like my stupid short poem is there to kill your time.. So here it is only for you.
நான் யார் ?
நான் கடவுளும் இல்லை, என்னை செவிக்க !
நான் புத்தனும் இல்லை, உனக்கு போதிக்க !
நான் அரசியலிலும் இல்லை, நீ கொடி தூக்க !
நான் தொன்டனும் இல்லை, ஏவரையும் பின்பற்ற !
நான் காதலனும் இல்லை, உன்னை நெசிக்க !
நான் கவிஞனும் இல்லை , காவியம் படைக்க !
இப்படி சொல்லிகொண்டே போகலாம் !
நான் அவனல்ல , இவனல்ல என்று !
ஏன்றுதான் ஒப்புக்கொண்டான் மனிதன், மனிதனென்று !
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
Thanks for your overwhelming responses to my first Blog...! I can never forget this day in my life. Wondering why ? Here is the reason ...! Back in my 10th grade, i used to be small teenage loner (Believe me i was a loner) who was not part of anything ( because i wasn't allowed to be....! ). I used to live in my own weird dream world. That's when i started writing poems in Tamil. The first one i wrote was about the "Rising Sun" as i was forced to write down by my Tamil Master "Pulavar. Guru Samy" ayya for internal class competition. That's were the writer inside me woke up from his sleep. Its been 8 years now. So when i started to writing on it in my so called Personal Diary on all the topics, my mom found it out and handed it over to my dad. That day he returned back from office very tired and also he was in a tensed mood. Adding to his mood my report card and my personal diary full of " Stupid Poems" was on his table. I still remember, how his face and eyes turned Red in Milli, micro, nano, whatever... seconds. He tore me apart along with my diary. I was lying in one corner of the room and my diary was in the dust bin on the another corner.
My dad advised me to better study and not to INDULGE IN SUCH CRIMINAL ACTIVITIES ??? But the poet and others had become part of my soul . I was not ready to give up and eventually i developed a multiple personality characters as the artist, the cartoonist, the novelist, the story writer, the painter etc. in the following years. I will post you about how i developed the above said hobbies as well in the future posts. So i kept my skills as a very sacred secret within myself but the various Personality of mine never disappeared in these eight years but eventually and steadily they grew stronger and stronger!! So that day i decided that i should never post my creations anywhere and display to the public, fearing my dad. But when i did reveal it with my first blog here , and he came to know on the second day through my brother. He cant believe his eyes when he read it, that's what he said and he also inquired about rest of my secret creations in these eight years. But i told him that it's too late daddy, now they have turned to ashes and tiny bits of papers by few of my friends( as i cant do it on my own) as i don't want him to do that again and make him feel bad that i didn't (Never) listened to his advice. but today, through google chat when we were speaking about this topic, I recognized from his tone that he felt bad for things happened. It's alright dad. Thanks for appreciating me now atleast and atlast ! So guys, as one of my other secret face has been revealed to my dad and good response from him as well(See his comments in the first blog), i am the happiest man in the world.
So For your Information, I will be posting my blogs on every Sunday (BECOZ i am not working on that day ...Thank god ...LOL !!) Anyways chummy, stay tuned and follow my blog every week !! Loads of interesting Stuff to keep you Amazed and Dazzled. As promised , My own sci - fi thriller mega novel is on it's way . Its been dusted and edited into a new version after 7 years. Two more mini novels as well, coming next after the grand opening if the thriller one. Btw there would be also few poems of my own. Discussions on current news globally, geographically , technically , basically, ...All Lly's...! More, more and more. Whatever comes in my mind on the first day of the week !! Thats on Sunday !! How many of us know that Sunday is the first day of the week ? Most of us forget that,and think Monday is first day of the week isn't it ? anyways wait for more such things!!! Untill then bye from your's- Ramana.
Monday, 13 October 2008
Hello Chum's....
You know what ? It took me six months to start my own blog. Believe it or not ! I have been planning this for nearly half an year ! Actually i started it last month with a test fire blog using just 4 words " My first Test Fire " in a Marquee HTML tag with a Java script coding which was encoded with a Flute version of " Munbae Vaa Aen Anbae Vaa" from the Suriya & jothika combo starrer movie "Sillunu Oru Kadhal" by musical genius ARR.
Now You must be wondering where is that above said descriptive Blog. Sorry mate , I just deleted it ! I had some problem in listing my blog when i added a second post yesterday from One of my juniors home over here in Loughborough, UK. So I deleted my First and second post in the process and eventually i got frustrated of it and i deleted the whole Blog and Opened a new one now ! So now i will stop my blah blah and continue with my blog...!! Let me start it man !!!
Here i have tried to type (Write) down some Tamil kavithai (poem) after 3.75 years. I threw my pen and forget about writing or drawing or painting or whatever hobbies i had after a fatal in(ac)cident in my life. Now the time has come again, I first penned down this so called tamil poem in a paper !! Man, i dont wanna say this but i want to share the horrible thing. Did u Guess it?? Yes it was my hand writing in Tamil language! It's still like a horror nightmare which happened just before my eyes. Ooops where did it vanish ??? OMG..... !!! It's gone just like that !!! Thanks to google. I can transliterate english into tamil, so that you don't have to be blessed in a temple or church or mosque or wherever for reading my own hand writing ! But Now please let this KIDDO-POET have the privilege of testing your nerves with his tamil poem ! LOL .... Enjoy ... have a fun ride ...!
I was inspired to pen this poem down, when i was speaking with one of my friend who fell in love with a gal, who was his best friend and one more thing i have to share with you. After this horrible experience to regain myself as a tamil Kavingan after nearly 4 years, I am thinking of quitting it !! This is really a pathetic one but i had no other choice than posting it. I also have one more good or sad news, as however you can take it. I am starting to blog my novels and short stories soon which was written in my schools days ... and which was never been published to the public ;) and threw them to fire and bin by some people who really cared about me !! and i also request you to give some time for the poet inside me to regain his confidence as well to bring out all the stuff he has !!
அடுத்தது என்ன தோழியே ?
என் உயிர் தோழியே,
நமது நட்பின் அடுத்த கட்டம் தான் என்ன ?
என்னால் இனியும் தாமதிக்க முடியாது,
இதோ இப்பொழுதே ஒத்துக்கொள்கிறேன் ,
எல்லாவற்றையும் ஒப்புக்கொள்கிறேன் ...!
எனது நெஞ்சில் சாய்ந்து அழுத நாட்களை,
என் சட்டை பட்டனில் சிக்கிய,
உன் குந்தலின் பொக்கிஷ செதறல்களுக்கு தெரியும்,
நமது நட்பின் அடுத்த கட்டம் என்னவென்று !
உனது இமைக்குளங்கள் நிரம்பும் முன் ,
அணையாய் தடுத்த எனது கைக்குட்டைக்கு தெரியும்,
நமது நட்பின் அடுத்த கட்டம் என்னவென்று !
என்றேனும் , எவர்கேனும் அல்ல எதற்கேனும் உதவி வேண்டுமானால் ,
முதலாய் உன் மனதில் மின்சார மின்னலாய்,
வந்து செல்லும் ஆடவன் நான்தானே?
யோசித்து சொல்லடி என்னுயிர் தோழியே,
நமது நட்பின் அடுத்த கட்டம் என்னவென்று !
இனி எவரிடமும் கூறிவிடாதே , நான் உன் தோழன் என்று !
ஆனால் இவனே என்னவனென்று,
அறிமுகப்படுத்த மாட்டாயா கண்ணே?
இன்னுமா புரியவில்லை என்னாருயிர் தோழியே?
நமது நட்பின் அடுத்த கட்டம் என்னவென்று !
உன் கைபேசிக்கு தெரியும் ,
ஒவ்வொரு இரவிலும் நித்திரை முன்,
நீ கடைசியாய் பேசும் ஆடவன் நானென்று ,
காலையில் என் படுக்கையறை கடிகாரத்துடன்,
போட்டி போட்டு எழுப்பிவிடும் முதலவள் நீயே என்று !
இன்னுமா தெரியவில்லை தோழியே,
நமது நட்பின் அடுத்த கட்டம் என்னவென்று !
இதோ இப்பொழுதே ஒத்துக்கொள்கிறேன் ,
எல்லாவற்றையும் ஒப்புக்கொள்கிறேன் ...!
நானும் உன்னை விரும்புகிறேன் !
உனது காட்டில் கம்பீரமாய் உலாவரும்,
ஒற்றை சிங்கமென நான் இருப்பேன் !
உனது காவலனாய் இருப்பேன் !
என்றும் இதே நட்புடனும் இருப்பேன் !
உனது காதலனாய் இருப்பேன் பெண்ணே !
பெருமையுடன் கூறுவாய் பெண்ணே,
இப்புவுலகில் உன்னைவிட அதிர்ஷ்டசாலி எவரும் இல்லயென்ன !
இன்னுமா அறியவில்லை ?
நமது நட்பின் அடுத்த கட்டம் என்னவென்று !
என்னால் இனியும் தாமதிக்க முடியாது,
இதோ இப்பொழுதே ஒத்துக்கொள்கிறேன் ,
எல்லாவற்றையும் ஒப்புக்கொள்கிறேன் ...
நீ இல்லாமல் நான் இல்லையென்று !!
